Redemption

While I walk aimlessly,
sit nowhere to be found,
think endlessly;
You say to me to be__
normal.
Let my laughters echo,
let my words sparkle,
let my company be amused;
You wished me to be__
normal.
Now I hide scars,
paint them with lifeless colours,
while smile heartlessly;
you asked me to be__
normal.
For I was meant to be saved,
to be broken yet mended,
but it took my life;
you never wanted me to be__
normal.